have i forgotten about what my goal should be?where everyone is striving to be the best what am i doing?when everyone is getting the positive feedback what am i getting?whne everyone is out there enjoying their life what am i doing?
am i a failure?am i a dumb ass?i dont know.i really dont.
why aint i offered the roles given to others?am i suppose to fight for it?am i suppose to be intelluctually smarter than others?i dont know.
why should i give in to people all the time?where is my fighting spirit?
to become the best you will have to pull it through first.
i guess i lost it all.ive become a coward who dare no dream or fight for her goal.ive been cooped up for too long and its time to work on it.
dont give up jeammie!try harder!
