I’m sitting down,narrating my story which i want to post but ive doubts about posting it.

Ive become extremely moody towards my mother and i can’t stand the slightiest mistake i make in my life.what have i become?what have i done wrong?ive been thinking since monday and i still have no clue.

my companion for 18 yrs,told me she’s goona get married and i’ll be so lonely without her.imagine life without her..i cant be selfish to tie her down.but i know she’s goona be happy with him.ALL THE BEST SIS!

sometimes when im home alone,i know that someone is coming home for sure,but here am i thinking and longing for someone to talk to me.a real talk which involves my life,my friends,my studies.

perhaps im just lonely.i shall get a pet soon.

and ila started the “getting serious” of school thingy.oh well im actually nonchalant when she told me that.my goal towards school stuff is officially “emotionless” as i dotn look forward to anything anymore.what’s wrong having a eye candy and not focusing because of that?

all it matters to me now is finding something to work on so i can forget all about it.

PS”i caught you sleeping beside me on thurs night.GOD!